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The last couple of weeks have been pretty OK. I think there is a connection between state of mind and side effects. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and there is sunshine on the other end. The sense of hopelessness that I felt in the middle months is gone. Six weeks after I come off tx, I’m going to dose down on the prozac so I can stop using it. I must say that I needed it to complete this treatment but it’s time to move on and get back to living a normal life. Every day is a day closer to the end.

Today I went to look at a project that a friend is doing. It’s a house in a very bad neighborhood that has been burnt out. He and his partner used cash advances from their credit cards to purchase it for $87,000.00. I told him to sell it now at a loss if he has to….stay tuned.

Billy and I went to the park and then walked to the river and then we came home. M and I took our nightly bath together and now we’re watching TV.

Tomorrow is M’s B day and we’re going to the gay bar. Seems they’re more fun than straight bars and all the gay boys and girls fuss over the divine ms M. I think that Jimmy and Laurie should have a gay night on Thursdays at their tavern called the Roads End in Pennsylvania. Whataya tink?

All is well and by for now

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